I've been bouncing all day for one reason or another.
Hyper even.
I did loads of work stuff without even trying.
Well...ok, so the without trying is a bit of an exageration, but I wasn't stressing, it all just worked.
I got excited over that corset, but even discovering that it didn't fit right didn't knock my Happy Smiley mood.
I ordered Dave's Ipod and didn't flinch at the impact on my bank account.
And then i have a short, throw away conversation with Em.
Hell, it wasn't even a conversation.
And now she's upstairs thinking that she's upset me, and I have no way of telling her that it was just such a suprise question.
She ought to be able to ask me stuff like that without me over-reacting.
Its a perfectly reasonable question.
I just don't know where it came from.
I don't know what she's been thinking about to make her need to ask me.
And so I'm sitting here feeling gutted and empty.
And wondering if I'll only have another 6 months with her.
:(
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