music to cut your throat to.

bloody hell i listen to a lot of rubbish when i feel down.
:D
Well....not rubbish exactly, but jesus......
Don't know what I mean?
Well, get a load of this lot.

Run to him - Bobby Vee
I don't wanna talk about it - Indigo Girls
You can't always get what you want - the Rolling Stones
Would I lie to you - Eurythmics
Queen bitch - Bowie
Who wants to live forever - Queen
Hoy es adios - Santana
Sunny - Bobby Hebb
Sorrow - The Merseys.

I could go on forever
I own such a collection of music to slit your wrists to.
:D
Heh.......
Trouble is I listen to a couple and the I get all 'what the hell are they going on about' and start closing them as they start and going on to the next track.
I guess I'm just not built for wallowing in self pity.
Well.....
Not much....
;D

Down

I just read a post from one of my friends about the fact that he has just found a lump in his cat, and the vet has given him days to live, and now i'm sitting here sobbing my socks off.
I know that its all bloody hormone related, but as I read it I could remember exactly how it felt to stroke my cat as she died after we found she had liver failure and her life had become completely miserable.
I stood next to her all curled up on the table and I couldn't see her properly through my tears, but I could feel her get more and more still, till eventually she stopped breathing altogether.

I miss her so much.

I know that Dave really isn't a cat person, and I pretend that I don't really care and that they are a pain, but I would love to have cats again.

So now I'm feeling all stupid and weepy.